Wednesday, June 21, 2006

 

My SisTer..............

Well... i was just thinking of what to post.. and remembered the conversation Nic and I had that day. I didn't pay much attention to it and didn't show any interest in the conversation. But thinking about everything she said then now really really makes we worried, sad, scared, frightened, and happy at the same time.

Nicci is now seventeen. Well she will be turning seventeen in November. And she already is doing year 11. Which is like the first year of form 6. She will be year 12 next year. Which is like The last year of form 6. And the year after that.. My sister..Nicci Raj.. WILL BE IN UNI!!! As in UNIVERSITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't believe it!!! She will be in uni in like two years time. Actually ONE AND A HALF years time!!! She will be twenty in like THREE years time!! She will be able to drive!!! Drink alcohol!! (not like she really would..I hope!!) Stay out late!! Sleep late!!! GO ON DATES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( if my father doesn't kill her) And when she is twenty, i am only SIXTEEN!!! When Nic goes to uni.. which is in one and a half years time.. i will only be FIFTEEN!! Oh my goodness......

I will be losing me sister!!! She will be gone!! Gone.... She will be so caught up with uni that i wouldn't be seeing her. She will be at uni most of the time studying that i wouldn't be able to see her. She will be out here and there and I wouldn't be able to ask her for help if i need it. I am losing my sister.. TO UNI!!!!!!

Oh my gosh... I can't believe this!!! Who is going to help me pick my clothes?? Who am I going to irritate the life out of?? Who am I going to pour my heart out to?? Who am I going to practise my so called counselling skills on??(hahahah) Who is going to be there for me?Who am I going to talk to in church and act normally to when i am all alone??? Who am I going to share a room with?? What's going to happen?????

Sigh.... Why?? Why?? Why?? does life have to be like this??!!! =(
This is for you nic...

My Dearest Sister.
All that you have done for me,
I appreciate.
Every single little thing you did for me,
I appreciate..
Without you,
I wouldn't be what I am right now.
Without you,
I wouldn't know what I know now.
Without you,
Man life would be SO SO sucky!!
Without you,
A part of me is missing.
You have always made me feel happy.
Even with your discouraging comments.
How you have changed me from my immature self,
to my not so immature self!!
How you have helped me grow socially and spiritually.
How you have just played an awesome part in my life.
I love you so much!
And always will!!
No matter what!!!
To you...
My Wonderful Sister!!

Comments:
kelsey..
thats the most wonderful dedication a sis could actually give to an older sis...
well typed!! and im sure deep in nicci's heart... she super still and always sayang u..
boo hoo.. i miss charity now!
u rock kels..
and nicci!! i love u too
 
U STUUUPIIIDDDDD girrrll!! hahahahhahahahahha...............
make me cry onlyyY!! go away laaa youuu!!!!!!
Thank kelsss... i think u dont realise how much bigger a deal YOU mean to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
This is the sweetest I've ever seen on a blog and in a long long time girls!
 
yoyo... haah thanks gracie!!! Gracie you always miss charity la you! ahhah

thanks cheryl!!!

whatever la you!! babi!!! wait,. im going to get you back for pulling my blanket off!! haha=)
 
wow, that's so sweet... ehehe! =)
 
ahaah thanks nise!!!
 
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