All of a sudden everything seemed so empty. It all doesn't seem worth it. The feeling of being depressed, unhappy, annoyed, tired of everything, lonely, sad..But for no exact reason. There was no exact reason on why that feeling was in me.

It might have been the leftover from yesterday. How memories were just flooding my head. Memories of Malaysia, YC, Food, Family and Friends! Remembering what I would be doing on a Sunday. Knowing what all my friends are doing on a Sunday. Causing me to wanna just wanna lie down and cry my heart out. Wanting to punch my younger sister, Misha, because she is back in Malaysia and I am here!

Sometimes I feel that even thinking of my 'old life' in that sense, or my past, is just gonna make me all emotional and moody and all that, that I don't wanna think about it. Sometimes I feel that the closer I get to the people here, the more I adapt to the culture and system here, the more comfortable I get with Adelaide, Australia, the less important Malaysia and the people and memories are. But Malaysia will always always be my home! Nothing will change.. It's just all so and too confusing!!!!!

But..After all that heart ache and so on..I feel so much better now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had lovely cold rock ice-cream!! Ferrero Roche mixed with Cookies and Cream mixed with Mars chocolate bar!

Also.. Danielle told me to go watch this video on Anthony's blog. WOW!! It is so super funny!! It cracked me up so bad man! I looked a bit of an idiot..Sitting down, staring at the screen, laughing SOOOOO hard..But there was no sound coming out!! Haha..That's how hard I was laughing!

Danielle also sent me a bunch of videos that most of you might have seen on Denise's or Danielle's blog. Bimbos versus Ah Lians. I might post them up another time.. But it totally totally cheered me up! I felt extremely better than before! How weird is that?? I am missing my friends back in Malaysia..And I watch videos that include them..And I feel SOOO much better?? It doesn't make sense, but it does at the same time. Sigh... It is all so confusing and frustrating! I don't wanna go through it all.But I suppose I'm just gonna have to live with it hey? Yup..

I'm much better now. And this is the video that started the laughter. Presenting..

" A Day In School"



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