It seems like yesterday when I left KLIA to Adelaide Airport.
It seems like yesterday when I arrived at Adelaide Airport.
It seems like yesterday I was crying myself to bed 'cause I missed home so much.
It seems like yesterday I was singing in the worship team.
It seems like yesterday I made a few new friends.
It seems like yesterday there were a whole bunch of people from K.L at Adelaide for holiday.
It seems like yesterday I was at Kangaroo Island with the Ng Family.
It seems like yesterday I left Adelaide Airport.
It seems like yesterday I arrived in KLIA.
But it all didn't happen yesterday.
It ALL happened in the past YEAR.
There is three more days 'till the year ends.
Three more days 'till it is 2007!
Four weeks has past since I came back to K.L.
I have two more weeks here.
How fast time passes us by.
It really is depressing.
Sigh............

I just want to say sorry for........

Not thinking twice.
Being TOO sacarstic.
Acting like I'm heaps older.
Not watching what I say.
Pointing out people's flaws.It's not like I'm perfect...
Making fun of you all.
Not knowing when to stop teasing.
Embarrassing you all.
Hurting you all.
Leaving scars on your body.(You know who I am talking about.)
Being EXTREMELY ganas.
Giving people a bad first impression.
Not being the best friend I could be.
Being a bit nosy.
Saying and doing inappropriate stuff.
And everything else I have done to every single one of you.

I know I may have a reputation of being 'ganas' and stuff but if I said something or did something that hurt you and that was really inappropriate, please do come and tell me. I need to know! I won't start screaming at you and say I will kill you. I will accept it. I might be a little defensive if it is something I know I wouldn't do or sounds like something I wouldn't do.But not until I will start shouting at you and all. I really do need to know all these things so that I can change. To all my older friends and leaders, please don't say 'She is only thirteen. Still young. She will learn.' I need to know. And yes, I am only thirteen and still young but it is better to learn from young.

I am extremely extremely sorry for doing all that I have done. I really, honestly don't mean to do it. I guess I don't show that I am joking. Please forgive me for doing what I did. I am trying and will continue to try not to do that. Please Please accept my apology.

To all my close friends and leader friends, please do me a favour and help me with this. Please be on the look out for me and help me whenever I need it. Thanks.

To my dear friend Isaac Lawi. This is all for you!!

"Dark am I but lovely!"
(Yes Isaac. You are so so very beautiful! )

"Do not stare at me because I am dark, because I am darkened by the sun .."
(Don't blame the sun, be true to yourself)

"How handsome you are..."
(Doesn't that remind you of a certain girl??(1st camp?))

"The voice of my beloved! Behold, he comes, leaping over the mountains, bounding over the hills."
(Like Isaac normally leaps around)


"...In the hiding places on the mountainside, show me your face..."
(SMILE ISAAC! I cant see you!)

"What is that coming up from behind the wilderness like columns of smoke?"
(oooh!!Its Isaac!!!!)

"Made from all the spices of the merchant..."
(I mean..You are Indian!)

"Your teeth are like flock of shorn ewes that have come up from the washing..."
(That's how we all see you!)

"Until the day breaks and the shadows flee.."
(Don't run..People lowe you!like..1st camp girl)

"I have washed my feet, must i soil them again.."
(Seriously Isaac..whitening products DO NOT work)

"His head is purest gold; his hair is wavy and black as raven..."
(If only your hair was a different colour..but we like your hair!)

"My *friend has gone down to his garden, to the beds of spices..."
(It is all about your roots.)

"Your nose is like the tower of Lebanon, looking toward Damascus..."
(Besides your teeth..Your nose allows people to identify you. It is so very sexy!)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISAAC RAVI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You can't see his face..But you can see his nose!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!

Sorry Isaac!! Elselyn and I just had to do it!! We just had to do it..The things we do reading the bible!! ahhahaha
Love you so much Isaac Lawi!! Thanks for absolutely everything!! Happy Belated Birthday!

Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful!!!!!!!!

My 2 dearest yellow, cute, attractive, super hero fri3nds!!

I have to say the both of you have definitely, definitely made things a lot better and a lot harder for me! In a good way. Both of you have made me smile. Have made me cheerful and blissful. Made me laugh hysterically when I was crying. Or more like weeping. You both have made me cry myself to bed missing you. You both have made me become the lame person I am now! hahaha...

I haven't known you guys for like ages..Just since I was ten la. But having you guys in my life has really, seriously made me a different person. I have to put up with the two of you that is why I am a different person!!! ahahah

Just allowing me to stay in your house. And accepting me for who I am. And being able to go through my moods and my emotional moments..Like this one! Putting up with my stupidity. Not calling me Hatini because ........ ahhahaha! Listen to me pour my heart out when I just need to get everything out. Just sit there and stare blankly when I just start crying in front of you. hahah.. Not be mad at me for falling asleep when you were talking to me. For listening to me when I get up all of a sudden and shout "I just saw a man I don't know!!".Still loving me after I planned a saboh for you with absolutely disgusting stuff in it. Having it in your mouth. Having extreme difficulty washing your hair because it was massively sticky! Being kind enough to look for stuff in your toilet for me. Oh yeah.. Thanks a lot for allowing me to use your computer at this time. Even if it meant falling asleep while waiting for me to finish this post that's about the two of you!

Thanks enormously for everything that you have done!! Without a doubt I love you both with all me heart! I will definitely miss you a whole heap more when I go back to Adelaide.

Hello....

It has been absolutely ages since I have been here. HAhah.. Well I AM BACK IN MALAYSIA!! I have been back since Saturday the 2nd of December. Yes..And don't scold me for the whole surprise thing..It was Nicci ok..AHHA..Yeah..

Well I spent the whole of Monday out haha..With a bunch of people I never really hang out with. Because my dear best friend is banned from going out. Then left for Singapore on Tuesday. Went to Johor Bahru on Wednesday. Then went to Malacca. And came back from the EXTREMELY long trip this morning. My first week gone! ahahaha..

Might go play basketball tomorrow morning. I have absolutely no idea why I said I'll go and play. I don't even play it. I think I suck at it. Then I have practise then..who knows. AHHAAH!!! Yeah...OOOHHH!!! Camp is in 6 days time! So excited can't wait!! YAY!!

Well..It is good to be back!! Get to go SHOPPING!!hahaha..Yeah..going to do a lot..A lot..A LOT of it!